need help for win-spy keylogger.can you please help me?

Iam in very urgent need of win-spy keylogger for remotely monitoring my girlfriend.I can’t buy it.I have searched for it’s trial version on the net but it is unavailable and on it’s main site-win-spy.com,they have stopped selling trial version.I cannot physically access my gf computer.If you have win-spy pro 9.1,please mail it to me at
intelligence202389@yahoo.com.
please don’t comment on morals etc
please please please help.Your answers are my last hope.
thanx